This amazing inspiration came from the TV programme Grand Designs. I walked into our sitting room and I saw our dream house on TV. It really was everything that I could possibly imagine - it sat on the edge of a lake beautifully poised between the earth and the sky. The structure was composed of so much glass so that the house seemed to act as a transparent medium for the infinite sky above and vast mirror-like water in front of it, and behind were the soft and undulating purples and greens of the nearby hills.
What reflections! What a chorus of delight!
So perfectly immersed in a landscape of rolling hills, sky, beauty and water; a kaleidoscope of colours, hues and light forever changing, moment by moment.
And I realised with a heart-bursting excitement and recognition that this is where I want to be right now, in the space and light of that house.
That night I dreamt I lived in that beautiful house situated between the earth and sky and the water. When morning came I had the beautiful realisation that this was the space and place that I wanted to live my life from. Let me explain: I have often been advised by my guides that the location and place we live is not separate from ourselves, but is a reflection of our thoughts, beliefs and our relationship to our life .
I have found this to be profoundly true, for since John and I have been together we haved moved four times in six years, each time because we have shifted and changed so much in our own beingness. The houses we have moved in to have become more and more light filed and expansive as we have expanded our own sense of freedom, space and joy.
So, this house is joyfully pointing to the new and next wave of my natural and ecstatic way of being. I would like also to point out to you that we did not have the money to buy the properties we have been so blessed to live in. As my guides have always lovingly reminded me, you simply have to be the vibration that you wish to see in your reality and that sets the stage, as it were, for it to appear.
In other words you just have to be it before you will see it.
It's about not getting caught up in the details of how you are going to get there, rather, enjoying the outcome now. For me, that is sharing my joy, my delight and playing with light of being in that space here now.
To me, the house is a living metaphor for the space and the light of how I want to move in my life; moving freely, dancing in the light and soaking in the sunshine. And like the house, I love to be transparent, in that I choose to exert no effort or to resist my impulses to expand and delight!
This to me is dancing where the Earth meets the Sky, and I am loving this place so much that the house itself is really incidental!
However, what I have discovered in my life is that my reality will shift to reflect the changes in me. I will let you know where we end up. But to be honest the things that are happening in my life right now are so fantastic that it feels like I am already in the that house, and so it doesn't matter if and when it 'happens': such is the amazing power of imagination, vibration and love.
For more on this house, see Channel 4 website: Killearn House