Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Surfing the wave of fear into our Ecstasy

Hello dear One,

Did you know that, like you, I sometimes feel caught in the crossfire of my emotions and begin to have thoughts that threaten to tear at the fabric of my sanctity and tug at my heart with icy fingers?

When I experience fear, such as a situation where there doesn't appear to be a way out, I sit down with it and invite it in with open arms. And without judging myself (this is utterly important) for having fear, or judging the situation as negative- I get curious.

So, I view it as a gift to open up and discover something I didn't know about myself.

Like a child opening up a birthday present I feel a washed in this golden moment of promise as I get down close and personal with beady eyes glistening with my present moment in the form of fear .

And so I feel this fear with open arms and open heart and ask my soul what I should do about this situation.

As I sink into my being and feel my response it is simply: "Do nothing, other than go into your joy!"

I feel the integrity of my answer; taste it, play with it, turn it around from all points of view to admire its façade. - And yes, it feels so right, even if my logical mind is screaming to the contrary: "You are being irresponsible!"

But my Heart is singing: "Do nothing other than go into your joy and from that state of being you will know what to do, when you need to do it.

"Your action will be inspired and carrying the energy of your integrity and so be holistic and joyful in its effect."

So, dear friend, I exhort you to use your fear to break you open to unknown horizons and possibilities beckoning you. And when you feel the fear, raise yourself into the swell of your joy and surf the wave of your ecstasy.

Paddling out into the ocean of your fear, everything feels so tremulous and vast.

"Don't worry," I whisper, "We will surf the waves together; like dolphins."

Just take my hand and let me show you how.

Instantly, there is the joy and surprise of weightlessness, the foetal ease of an aquanaut, We may tumble and crash a little, maybe even get slammed by a big wave as we are left numb and battered, and so you feel out of your depth and possibly out of your mind.

Our fear can be a bit like that: the fear from the threat of full-on disaster, followed by the swell of euphoric bliss, and then back again, as we bounce between the two.

We are living in the moment; navigating our way across the waves enjoying the thrills and spills of our own energy masquerading as our fear and ecstasy.

As we surrender to our wave of fear, without resisting it, but instead going with its momentum, we find that our fear is morphing, incredibly, into an even more intense ecstasy.

And so we end up rolling onto the dazzling sand shrieking in delight, faces smiling widely in rapture.

I am so proud of us, dear heart, for we did not view our fear as negative, but grabbed it with both hands. We simply sat on its wave to ride into the foaming curl and furl of our greatest thrill.

And so, brave heart, we raise our eyes to the spirit of sun, to those who live and die for love; spearheading the star-bright crest to ride on, all the way to kiss the golden sands of our destiny.

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5 comments:

Purple Flame said...

In the past I have run from my fears. Didn't want to face them. Thank you for this message of surrendering to the waves of fear and moving into joy as you wait for your answer. (and Ecstasy)

Leela Jamieson said...

Hello Terrie,

Thank you for your courage and openess to be with your fear without resisting it; that very act itself of vunerability in the face of your fear, will reveal something unique to you, that will take your breath away!
Be brave, be estactic,

All my love,
Leela.

Anonymous said...

Gosh, thanks Leela
you once took my hand and guided me though this when I truly felt out of my depth and mind and could barely make sence of words my grief was this deep. This goes back a few years now but this experience will always be with me. I'm really glad you've re-shared it here as it may do the same for otheres here too.
Your words opened the doors to the most strange transformation: "dont try and distract yourself with 'stuff' but rather dive into the emotion as best as you can. Feel the feeling to it's uttmost as best as you can, let it in, even if your mind tells you: 'dont be silly, pull yourself together, it's not that bad'."
Little did I know that I had opened the flood gates of grace- nothing short of a miracle.
Boy, did we surf?!!!

This tool has since always been with me and I hope others too may experience this miracle.
Love
allways
All ways
S
x

Leela Jamieson said...

Thank you so much for your wonderful invocation as regards the experience that we went into together.
It touches me deeply and i can never forget the moment when you choose to dive into your grief and then opened yourself to your light and surfed on that energy !

Thank you so much for your appreciation and I would love to know your full name so i can celebrate you even more deeply, as I go about my day!
All in love,

Leela.

Anonymous said...

It's me: SunSong :-D I got confused with the options as I'm not a blogger and it wouldnt accept just my name :-S
(My computer wouldnt display the last 2 coments made until now 16aug!! witch is really weired :-S. So yes, my computer works again & no I've still not compleited the wright up you asked me to do, sorry 4 this AND when i do it'll be as close to reality as words can allow. In the meantime I'm doing my best not to indulge in feelings of nonsense guilt and keep adding to my pages of half sectences trying to discribe what you do and what effect it has had and has.
Exaltations, sweet star xxx
Sunsong