Infusions of love, inspirations and joy from Leela Jamieson.
Whenever you need some replenishment or upliftment you will find it here in remembrance of the awesome being that you are!
It is right now that I start to get a taste for the magic of the season's forecast, along with strong winds, intense autumn light and surging waves.
I eye up its potential to elicit in me the dream of my future in this coming womb time, and have many a flirtation with my hidden impulses and dark secrets. And so, spurred by the song of the surf and gathering storm that appear to come from the underground of my unconscious and shadow, I seek illumination in exposing our mystery by the torch light of my astute awareness.
Autumn has manifold strands whispering to us of our secret and shadow self; I invite you to come and prospect with me on an expedition of Soul, a quest to discover our sacred self using the darker months, to boldly go and explore the uncharted landscape of our mind and discover our mystery and hidden power.
Tapping into the mystery and shadow of your being is a God-sign for our everyday expression as your "real self" emerges; she or he has a power that has been subverted: veiled as considered undesirable perhaps? And so, you may have, from the power of your fear, cast that part of you to the underground, as an outcast - banished to remain asleep in the kingdom of your unconscious.
Look to your fear to awaken you and to become impregnated by the power and revelation of your inner light during the darker months of gestation.
Oh, let us get intimate with our deepest dark!
Come on courageous mariners and miners of our Heart! Let us explore our shadow and ride the rising surf of our greatest fears, by being curious and open without judging ourselves or recoiling back in contempt or fear of fear itself.
Instead, by being vulnerable a lovely thing starts to rock as spring blossoms in your heart: you see it has a gift for you and is part of your unique creative Self and is bent towards the Light... and is seeking a channel in a positive application through you….
Don't be afraid to be you: it is your gift to our world and who you truly are.
Sssshhh... I will tell you a secret about you: maybe it's your wizard, your fey self, maybe your wild child, your dragon, your power perverted.
Sssshhh... I will tell you a secret they said about me: I was told I was wild, crazy and stubborn and could not be trusted...
But I soon found out that to be untrue; I was proud, courageous and fey would not bend to their will and so I was beaten and fought with…..
Until one day I left the hungry and the haunted world for a while and found my own world of magic, with Love and goodness that sparkles with the jewels of my joy that only true happiness brings
Oh my Love, my blessed shadow self gave me a key to my Elfin Self and now I feel in love with my blessed world.
And so often, those misleading statements we tell ourselves, mirrored by the cruel cutting comment of another leaving us askew, are ….are pointers to the glistening veins of our talents, dreams and aspirations: our secret lodes of riches, golden nuggets of self.
And once uncovered, our original self is vital and vibrant again - free from the debris and spill of our junk mind.
When seen with an eye and a heart for its potential to be mined into Gold, you see that the other side of black is light and that in the shadow is your glorious Self.
You are beautiful, powerful and true…. and I feel your smile breaking into sunshine, as the first shimmers of Self shine through your doubts.
We are coming out now in our Love, light and shadow, betrothed as the very linchpin of our new exuberant and exquisite Self.
Wild nature is on our minds too, as the winds whip up the waves in a frenzy of delight and the sky turns crimson with autumn's riches unfolding, and so we run, we the dance on the whippy wind, as the rugged and romantic in us collide. And so your plot continues as your shadow and light make love and create a more alive and vibrant you with the return of spring in our heart and mind.
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Suddenly, after all the constrictions and overt servitude of the years, there seems to be a new easy, svelte and sensational superbeing that is uniquely you emerging, powerful too, in a loving and integrative way!
And so I invite you to this potent cocktail … that's the savour of the season….
Now let your light and dark unite in holy matrimony and set your creative juices flowing, to set seed in our womb time.
And we, my Love, will be tripping the Light fandango even in the darker months ahead, ready to burst into even a greater brilliance, with the return of spring.
My desire to discover and express my essential essence has been a glorious journey of self-discovery: dancing my way through the twists and turns, the highs and pitfalls of a healer's path, romancing with personal growth and self development, strumming my heart strings as a singer and making Love with my soul through the pages of my book.
I have been courting with my fancy as my passion as a means and a medium through which I can express myself more and more clearly. And it feels to me that through the art of self-expression we find our true self… and fall in Love.
We touch our essence when we begin to self-express that which is our heart's greatest secret and desire; it often leads us softly by the hand, cooing us gently to remember our wild heart, our secret S-Elf.
And yet we brush away our passion's advances; dismissing it as frivolous or mere fancy, we shoo it away!
Saying in our prim and proper voice: "I have more important things to deal with, I am busy," we close the door on our suitor!
Oh, but like true Love it will come back again, tempting you to remember through the tantalising scent of jasmine, the smell of oil paints and turpentine, or the flash of light on water shimmering like diamonds that begs to be consummated through you: thus speaking the language of your love's true passion.
You can source things, read about them, intellectualise them even….
And it's another thing to be living it through our art of being and self-expression.
As we let go of the censors of our mind and trust our heart as our True Love, we are wooed one soft thrill at a time, one heady heartbeat, one hot kiss to our ascending orgasm as we pulse the very essence of ourselves onto the exquisite canvas of our lives: through the wild and free art of self-expression we make magic and love.
Me: my passion grabs me excitedly by the hand onto the white sands and magical kingdom of St. Just-on-Roseland, tempting me with its soft rolling emerald green hills that kiss and lap at the River Fal waters streaked with gold. There, bathed in the misty, milky twilight I am mesmerised by an awakening: I reveal to myself my essential nature through play and the art of a holy trinity: dressing up, my love of nature and through the loving lens of John's camera. I reveal my Goddess and Elfin Self and I love her wildly.
Allow your desire to gently take you by the hand, to whisper of sweetness, magic and mystery into your bended ear; it may lead you to discovering your essential essence and to falling in Love with yourself and life…. over and over again.
For in your essence, you are infinitely beautiful and perfectly precious...leaving an unmistakable allure of you that is the ultimate seduction and shines through and through.
With Love,
LeelaLight
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There comes a time in your life when something happens, such as a great Loss, that creates a shock wave in your being; yet it is a gift from your soul to awaken you. Like five thousand volts of electricity, of sizzling spirit zipping through your being, you are left fazed and momentarily dazed. And then you see with crystal clarity… what you have been hanging on to, that keeps you encapsulated in the tomb of your own confinement.
And so dear friend, I had a shock that was precipitated in the wake of the high energy wave of our most recent Living In Light course. As is customary and a wonderful finale to our course we found ourselves, that is John, Johannes and I (and my son Daniel) walking in bliss, with the wind in our faces and the taste of salt water on our lips, along the golden sands kissed by the sparkling turquoise waters to the crescent moon shape cove at Chapel Porth.
After walking through thigh deep water (the surging tide was coming in fast) we reached our lovely sheltered, honeyed haven and flopped ourselves down on soft glorious silky sand near very shiny black rocks polished smooth by the tides, to savour the stunning views of the rugged blue Cornish coast. John was talking away rather animatedly to Johannes (I had my back to them, and was silent, mesmerised by the effect of light dancing on water), when I was stunned out of my revelry as I heard Johannes’s urgent voice calling me: “Leela, Leela, John has fallen over!'
I abruptly turned round and felt the cold blast of loss hit my Heart.
And then the quickening: the shock of seeing my beloved lying helpless and unconscious on the sand accompanied by a punch-in-the-gut feeling, left me breathless and in a spin…… I saw my beloved had lost that light in his eyes. Sickeningly, I thought he had had a stroke or even that my beloved was dead...
And the cathartic pain of having my Love ripped from my heart cut through me, like razor, to lead me back to a memory of a past life.
It was when I had lost my Love before on a battlefield under leaden skies and fields stained with blood. He was lying there in what seemed like John’s forlorn form. I was trying to stem the blood from his bleeding heart, but to no avail… and I knew I was losing him then to the pale grey of dawn, as I felt I was now on the sands by the sea.
I lamented deeply. As he lay there with lifeless eyes, his lips pale and shrunken, there was a horrible wrenching to my heart, as I felt love and life floating out of me on the Atlantic’s misty mizzle.
So there I was: going through this eternal echo moment again, with my beloved. Out of the whirlpool of my churning emotions another misted memory came to mind: when I was only sixteen I was left numb by the shattering shock of the tragic death my first True Love as my parents simply said: 'He's dead'.
That left part of me frozen in a wrinkle of time and spinning down the path of self-starvation (anorexia), but that’s another story.
And so, as I gazed down to stare at my love as he lay there limp and lifeless, cradling his head in my arms, I am not proud to say: I felt, not just the overwhelming loss of my Love, but also the deep primal fear of total loss of support and the gaping hole of life bereft, and so very much on my own.
And all that left its frozen deathly grip on my heart and was ripping me apart, yet opening me for something ‘more’ in my being… I just didn’t know what.
Just as I felt this and poured my heart into John, I saw his eyes flicker, a smile breaking over his face as he came back from our w-holy and saving grace.
He opened his eyes and smiled and asked: 'Why are you staring at me?' !
So we looked at John and we all sighed with relief as he had light back in piercing blue eyes, though he still looked a bit grey. And we marvelled together in wonderment at how when he had fallen and hit his head on the rock he was sitting on he had had his fall broken by a soft carpet of sand that, synchronistically, a child had made earlier, in her play. He'd simply got too heady from the incredibly high Living In Light energies (highest ever!), not eaten enough and fainted. Within minutes he was fully recovered and we all saw how he'd served us all, and yet he'd been fully protected at the same time.
So, I was being given a message, as our soul’s angst often will do to open us up to something more.
It left me musing and meditating on my own relationship to my Self and my life. I realized that I too must die to an attachment to survival and support and love limited only to another, or it would be like a real death to me: one that snuffs out my light and whips at my soul.
And so on the following day beneath July’s hot sizzling sun I made a declaration of soul to be open to something more. I opened my arms and body, willingly to the listening Sky and cried out aloud: 'I surrender; I surrender to more, a new Love relationship with my world. I will grow into more of me and my Love.'
And as I relax and surrender and enjoy our embrace, I feel my Love always there, in every living particle of my loving universe.
I feel it now, I grow and shine.
So, dear friend whenever you experience something in your life that feels like a great a loss or shock, see it with fresh eyes as means to free you from that which you maybe clinging onto in desperation and attachment. It's there to awaken you, to expand and open you to something more, not less.
Sometimes we feel a hunger inside that just won’t go away.
I had such an ache today and it came in the form of a desire to share a little bit of my soul with you every day … I realised that I had been in denial, in a sense postponing that magical moment of meeting you, until I had finished my book. I wanted to give you my ultimate gift.
However, I came to realise too much dedication, too much introspection, too much focus and time at my desk away from other people, left me bereft and yearning for the breath of inspiration and interaction with others. And so I had come out of balance, leaving me hungry for more now.
And in musing on the music and mystery of desire, I came to the wonderful realisation that hunger, longing and desire is a positive thing! For example, my desire and longing is to share and meet with you soul to soul, heart to heart, now: I am led by my heart’s longing to seek communion with you, through the wizardry of my words in this magical moment.
And furthermore: desires are our spiritual direction and give us presents and gifts for our soul, and niggle us to pay attention, create and relate.
So dear friend, I feel you with me in my heart as you read these words that I arose as I put pen to paper and let my desire flow.
Take a moment today, to listen to your longing or desire, take it gently by the hand or voice, let it flow through the prism of your heart, fingers and/or voice and make it into your art from your heart, and share it wildly .
Through this sacred act you will give yourself food for your soul and feed another with the breath and bread of inspiration.
Can you now feel the dough of your our soul rising?
Love to hear what comes out the fire of your desire,
Loving us into our inspiration,
LeelaLight
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Last weekend we enjoyed our Living In Light immersion course here in Cornwall, England; the sun blazed more radiantly than we've ever seen here before, matching the energies which reached a new, explosive echelon of expression.
Imagine immersing yourself in a world of deep sea pearls, shimmering sapphire blue and dazzling white diamonds sparkling and bobbing gaily on top of creamy frothy waves of angel delight.
Well, this is a little window into the wonder and magic of my Living In Light course. …
The way Living In Light works is that that I dive into very high vibrations during our attunement meditations, and this sparks off all kinds of experiences and openings in each one of us. They are becoming so intensely powerful, far more so than the ones I channel through on our Spirit Talk Radio show each week, for instance, that even I am expanded and opened up to whole new arenas of awareness and adventures.
In this blog, I would like to share with you a flavour of my own personal experience, which culminated on the last day with me channelling through by far the most potent attunement I have ever experienced (or been able to withstand) on the wake of a wave of a momentum in our being, built up over a three day period of intense and deeply moving mediations.
One of the themes that came through was a feeling that we were ascending all the way into infinite sky, into the heart of our Sun, and also at the same time simultaneously descending in the opposite direction all the way into our inner Earth, literally the Inner Earth - matching our desire to integrate personal inner and outer worlds/ realities.
I sang of the sea, I sang of the electrical luminescent Beings that looked like serpents coming out of the sky, the sea and the sand and felt us connecting to our ancient Atlantean roots and our future lives too.
At one point I lost the sense of me being 'Leela' and found myself becoming a dolphin god, and as I swirled, sang and revelled in the mercurial magic of sacred sounds I began to sing and tone and play with vowel sounds like 'I', 'Eeee', 'Ahhh' and 'Ooooooow playing our energy field like a violin to excite expansion and oscillation.
To my joy and absolute wonder, I could perceive a type of spinning doughnut field around every living body in our room, including the flowers! So, that when I was revelling in my ecstasy things in the room appeared to hover and fly like mini flying saucers, deepening my magical meditation and causing me to punctuate my channelling with ecstatic giggles.
It affected us all deeply and differently. Personally for me I have taken away from the course a feeling of flying, dancing and love that I carry into my every breathing moment. It unfolds as huge bursts of creativity, freedom and love that finds its expression in the pages of my book and in the siren overtones of my songs
Oh, and also as even more mutual fun, dancing and light with my fellow clients; it feels that they have become lighter, with more sprite in their being!
Each of our fellow adventurers had their own most perfect amazing light filled experiences keying off these high energies; I felt it, we all felt it … felt each others joy!
Anyway, here is the funny thing: the next morning when I looked in the lovely mirror in my bathroom I was stunned: my skin was exuding a luminous electrical blue sheen; I remembered noticing this florescent phenomenon on Pandora's skin too, at a particularly intense moments for her when she was in her ecstasy!
I was absolutely fascinated; you may have noticed auric colours streaming from people's bodies when they are feeling very joyful, full of spirit and love? Well, this is something I had never experienced before: my actual skin had become more translucent, exuding a beautiful blue sheen like the blue of a gas flame! And the following day, I happened to catch my reflection in the bathroom mirror and again was caught in awe at my own reflection: my skin was flushed with gold, lilac and pink, actually physically matching the colours of my auric field, like a Chameleon.
Anyway, on the Monday after our course I was feeling a little sad because our Living In Light course had ended; we had gone through much exciting adventures that weekend not to mention walks through crystal clear water, sky walking along the ridges of towering cliffs , feasted on great food and had such fun revealing and playing in the light.
So when everyone had gone I felt a little sad.
I guess my guides felt my sadness, for as I sat on the sundeck mediating and asking what now for me? I found myself being carried into a new vision, whilst dreaming but at the same time wide awake!
I saw myself standing on a huge desert like plateau with red earth and yet surrounded by a thin belt of pine trees. I was leading a deep and powerful Living In Light type of meditation and began to sing sacred sounds both ancient and new, when my sonic calling alerted and signalled the decent of a huge UFO out of the skies to where we were standing.
In my vision, the beings who came out the craft had a familiar look, with intense blue eyes that made me cry. I felt I was seeing my true family, they had long flowing silvery hair like a lion's mane and they were very tall, probably more like seven foot.
And in this vision my guides whispered too me, "One day this will actually come to pass" and I believe them!
So, dear friends I feel, my Living In Light course is also preparing me for my next greatest adventure. It's also feeding me inspiration for the ending of my current book and the seamless flow into the beginning of my second book.
For a report on others' experiences and 35 more FABULOUS photos from John, please check out this page for the report of our course!
Also, our next course is already scheduled for the end of September (23rd to 27th, just after full moon, when the tides are perfect for afternoon beach walks), click here: Living In Light
Exciting dream lives,
Inlight,
Leela
PS don't forget "Ask Leela" on Spirit Talk Radio show Sundays 5pm UK
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Join in or email me with your questions: leela@loveandinsight.com Next show airs: (time shown is YOUR local time!)
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You've probably heard the expression "Life's not a dress rehearsal."
Unfortunately, sometimes we act as if it IS a dress rehearsal! Like an actress just going through the motions in order to conserve energy for the opening night, we hold back.
Perhaps you save the best glassware for when you have guests; perhaps you rarely dress up when you are home alone. If you are not playing to an audience, does it really matter?
That's a good question to ask ourselves as the New Year begins and we examine the quality of our real life journey. It takes more effort to set an inviting table, but it enhances the enjoyment of living. We all feel better when we dress up for an occasion, but even more, we act different.
Every actress knows the magic power of props and costumes to create special moods both on and off stage. I love dressing up every day as though I am about to do something very important, as though I am about to meet someone very important. Even if I never go out the door and I am sitting at my desk writing my book or doing the house work all day I will dress up and put on my make up: as though I am about to party!
I live as though each day is the most important day of my life; and dressing up helps me into that role of living my greatest light, allowing my outside self to shine, which, in turn, helps my inner self to shine too.
Embellishing ourselves with something fabulous e.g. a jewel-toned dress, a cheerful tie, a jaunty hat or a colourful shirt truly does have a transformative effect on our mood. It has the awesome ability to conjure up miraculous happenings, enchanted encounters and the stuff of legends.
When you perform ... you expand, you become larger, more potent and more beautiful. This is the way I feel when I am in the throes of performing my passion: like singing my heart out, losing myself in writing my book, trekking the sheer ups and downs of the rugged Cornish coastal path; this ecstatic feeling can belong to us daily when we step into the limelight of ourselves.
We can each tap into the power, the excitement and the glory of real life whenever we wish by choosing to cast ourselves in the role of making this day, and this moment now, the performance of our life.
All we have to do is to elevate ourselves to the art of performance of our most spectacular and glorified Self, which will necessarily be flowing and effortless as it becomes aligned with our innate stardom: this is truly living in our Light and living artfully - at its best!
And so I live my life flamboyantly, boldly, lustily and with passion and give it my best shot: living in my light, love and passion to the full and being dressed for the occasion to boot!
It really helps to dress the part as well as act the part you were born to do, it helps reel in the reality you dream of - and make it real.
So let's give it our best shot and go for real. Let's live in our light and shine right now; I promise you will feel better and lighter. And en-lighten your world with your luminous light and dazzling performance; you will, with the lantern of your love, illuminate yourself and your world to wholeness.
For fullest immersion, why not come and join me in Cornwall, England for our Living In light course? All info and dates at www.loveandinsight.com (from Valantine's day onward). NB please note I'm now offering you one to one Intensive Living In light Courses too!
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New Year's Day was born fresh and clear, beckoning us into a New Way of living this year.
As I opened the curtains today, I was greeted with the most awesome display of golden light bouncing off the sun deck and infusing the air with grandeur, a promise of something great about to happen; and I share this awakening with you now.
I would love you to consider a new way to approach New Year. Instead of making New Year's resolutions and then getting disappointed or berating yourself if you haven't achieved your ideals and goals when it comes around to this time next year,
let's do something different:
Listen to the gentle tugging of your heart and this year, on this day, instead of making grandiose resolutions that tend to be discarded in the trash bin with rumpled scraps of last year's pledges, make an enigmatic entry in your secret journal engraved with your heart's graffiti. Write down your most private aspirations: those longings of your soul, that you have kept tucked away with a heavy blanket of uncertainty in a closet in your mind until the time was right.
Carve out today, I suggest, a quiet interlude for your pleasure and discovery and to dream: for only dreams pin point you in the direction of your highest joy.
And we are here to share our joy.
Just like in nature where everything is in perfect balance and harmony of sharing its beauty, song and inspiration with everything else and with us. So too, like a bird, we naturally want to sing our 'song' out loud; for not to allow ourselves to share our joy with others would be a loss, not only to ourselves, but to those we help and inspire through our joy. Indeed, it feels like we have a divine 'duty' to share our dream, our gift and our joy: who are we to deny others the great benefit and glory of our gifts hidden under the veil of our false modesty?!
So begin: allow yourself to dream and then birth your dream into being by acting on whatever carries the greatest inspiration, joy, passion, play or impulse for you in each and every moment, without censor and for the sheer joy of expressing that part of you that wants to share what is in your heart.
Ask yourself what you would love to dream into your life today and for the coming year and start playing in that direction without delay.
Trust that the timing is now. Let's begin to believe in your Self and that you can ask for what you truly want and that you have everything you need right now to fulfil your destiny - lock, stock and barrel.
Just allowing yourself to muse and be with your dream without extinguishing it with the heavy fist of logic, you find yourself floating along a path paved with gold.
It's time to make-believe again; it's time to dream ourselves into a New Year, a New Beginning and a New Way of Living.
Sweet Dreams are made of This...and acting them out makes them real.
Two listeners asked about The Process of Creation for my Spirit Talk Radio "Ask Leela" segment: "I have a burning question though that I think you might be able to help me with. If we are creating our own realities, does that mean that the people in our lives don't really exist and that our love for them is not really real? (I guess this question also derives from the many books and such that I've read that suggest the world is an illusion). I can get that concept, but at times it's depressing because I then think am I really all alone...is none of this real...are the things/people that I love not real?" Jen
" I would like to understand the creation cycle better. I am going to write how I think the creation cycle works and would like to know your thoughts on it... there was the one consciousness, from this consciousness other consciousnesses were created and from those consciousnesses the first souls were created. The souls created constellations and started reincarnation. ... I think there are oversouls within oversouls too, as souls grow and gain experience, they start creating other souls too. I would be grateful if you could shed some light on this subject. " Tina
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I'm going to allow some tones and sounds to come through to help us into a shift and change of perspective and then you will find you won't so much be hearing me sharing answers but you'll feel in your body and your awareness, in your own being, your own answer to the question.
Allow yourself to spiral under into your heart. Fall all the way back to your song-soul.
Allow yourself to come closer, feel all the Earth dissolving feel all the walls that you've had against yourself fall all the way down.
And allow yourself to fall to the deepest, deepest part of the ocean of your own consciousness
Imagine you are falling, falling, falling into the deepest blue you can imagine or feel it feels like you're tumbling all the way to the heart of yourself, to the heart of your creation.
Letting go - it has been hard work; it has been so hard to try and keep yourself so fixed in one point. Allow yourself to slip a little, allow yourself to glide and slide and move. Allow yourself to feel your heart opening like the sun.
And it's like you're in this darkness, in this soup of nothingness.
But there isn't nothing;
it's all something;
it's all you, it's all you, as you let your mind go, as you let your spirit soar,
you fall into your new life, new reality.
Feel your world around you.
Feel your world inside you.
Your world is not out there;
it's in you, it is, you can feel it in you.
Can't you feel your own substance?
And allow yourself to sink like falling into a duvet, silken syrup of smoothness of ecstatic light as you fall and fall deeper into the vibration of your core essence, your light.
For in the darkness of all that is, there is a spark of light, maybe a little glimmer, but there is a light of recognition in the light of awareness, like the life that is all that accompanies everything around you and through you. And as you fall into this light that you are you are wanting to experience yourself from another point of view.
Imagine you're that light and then out of your imagination, we are magicians, oh we are, we are, you create another part of you. Sparking off from you, sending tendrils of light out to the corners of your own self. And did you know, you are yourself out there and in another, and in another star and in another stone? Can't you feel your world turning, can't you feel your world is not out, it's there is inside you? We are all inside each other as one being.
And out of this one Being we are many variations of our self. We are oversouls and oversouls of oversouls. And we are sparks of life and we are constellations and stars and galaxies and planets and birds and trees and plants, all within the one spark that one being light that we are.
And but you see, we wanted to create, we wanted relate, we wanted to experience ourselves, we did not want to keep this all to ourselves, we did not want to remain in solitude with ourselves. We wanted to know what it would be like to experience ourselves as a planet over there. We wanted to know what it would be like to experience ourselves through your eyes as you look at me now. We wanted to know what it was like to be at the bottom of the ocean as well.
And so and so we split ourselves off in our imagination. Our imagination is real; it's real that it creates all of this and it is an illusion too. It is both real and illusion, all at the same time.
What a show we've created for ourselves.
And so, we wanted to discover, we wanted to take ourselves through different star systems. We wanted to know what it was be like to be another being in another star system. We wanted to know what it would be like to be so tiny, to be the personality of ourselves with without much empowerment, with huge limitations too. And we want to know what the tree felt as it looked to the listening sky. And so we did all these things from our creation, our own consciousness, the gods of our creation. And so we had such a ball in time.
But all these fragments of ourselves are perfect because through each other we are learning more, in that joy in their play of ourselves like a drumbeat yes, like a drumbeat, it's all coming back to us now and so all what you're seeing really is you, and through the eyes of your own soul.
And the amazing thing is we all wanted to experience this so deeply and intimately that the only way we could do this for sure was literally to create a universe unto ourselves, to experience our world to the full. So we played this game with ourselves as the one being we are. We played this game to the hilt. We imagined, we had pretended we were separated. So we gave ourselves freedom to experience literally our world our universe as our own.
And yet it felt like we were sharing a world, but we played that game with ourselves in order to help us into the dream of what we are wanting, to experience for each other, to aid our own evolution.
And so what I'm saying to you now through the window of my heart, is if you open that window now, when you look into another's eyes, you are literally seeing a part of you wanting to play a game with you, to help you learn, to help you grow, to help into more and more and more and more and more and more love.
Yes you are.
But you know you can also have the freedom, because your universe, your world is literally your creation, and everyone you see out there is real, for they are you too experiencing their world too, in their own private universe of themselves.
But it's not in isolation; it's not a solitary thing. Because we are so connected, we are one being. But we get to enjoy the idea of separation, we get to experience the gift of having a whole universe to ourselves, at the same time, to experience with other aspects of our self those things we are wanting to share and dream about as they are. As they are other aspects of ourselves, wishing to play out different ideas of their selves with other versions of themselves, in another universe, in another universal experience, another world.
So it's this beautiful synchronicity, there's this extreme freedom from knowing that you really can create the world of your dreams. And everybody can too because everybody gets the option of creating the world of their dreams. Because what happens is that you will attract those versions of yourself that wish to share the same idea of your world, your dream that you're wanting.
So for example in my world and those of you who are listening in now, you are wishing to share the same idea with me or you wouldn't be here listening to this conversation right now. You wouldn't be wanting to fall into a world, you don’t... the world is inside you, you know; it's not out there.
You are learning to fall into yourself and create a real world that is truly representative of the impeccable pure being that you are in love and light.
And so, there are other versions of us, different aspects of us at the same time, creating a version of Earth that may not play out the same unfolding, that may have chaos and disaster and destruction. And that's okay, because all paths will take you back to the remembrance and re-connection to our sun in ourselves: the lights within ourselves.
So allow yourself to feel this; you will get a lot of help in your sleep. Don't try to work it out with your mind; know that you are moving into a new wave; know that you are moving into a new wave of yourself.
And as you, change your tune, your world as your extension will follow you. Your world is your mirror. Our worlds Are our mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror...
Oh what a joy, what a joy.
And allow yourself to dissolve into knowing that you are connected to everything around you, that everything you perceive around you and through you is literally your own consciousness in different forms of vibration.
You are literally light and various forms of condensed light: everything is. Allow yourself to sink into that notion, and: exciting dreams.
Do not try and understand this; you will come to feel it and know it in your being, which is beyond belief. It is literally in the state of being of connection in love, in the light, in knowledge, in awareness.
Let the wave of love flow through you now.
Let yourself sleep in the arms of love.
And allow yourself to dream and sleep in the eye of the Sun, in the heart of the Sun of yourself and the light, and know and let the love sweep through you, to wash through you: taking you into a breath of a new beginning.
Here is my Healing Balm Meditation gift to you from my heart: soothing, healing and aligning for the soul.
This meditation song came to me as sweet ambrosia for the Soul, recorded during my recent Living In Light course in June outside on our decking, when a quiet healing and balancing meditation was needed. I feel this is the most beautiful and loving meditation and song I have done on YouTube so far, for it brings the exquisite flavour of the live Living In Light course with it.
Allow yourself 20 minutes to soak in this beautiful meditation, gently lifting you back to your heavenly state here on Earth, opening you to the love, joy and bliss of your true, shining Self, with beautiful images such as this:
Due to YouTube restrictions, this song/ meditation is in two parts; however, you may wish to download the single 20 minute Audio Only mp3 version instead. Right Click as and Save Target As.../Save As... to download: Leela's Healing Balm mp3 download version (Right Click HERE)
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My own experience of our Living In Light in June was also so powerful for me that I truly have felt that I would love to share with you heart-to-heart what I went through as the leader of our course, and also, in expressing it, to help me integrate what happened.
It's an amazing story! It's been, I'm certain, the most powerful experience of my whole life!! (Please refer to http://loveandinsight.com/june for the report on the course itself.)
I'm actually finding it difficult to write about my experiences, even now two weeks later, for my veins are still singing, my being is humming with ecstasy and joy and, most incredibly, there are power surges of Love washing through me in a continuous wave motion: it feels like I have tapped into the power of our national electricity grid! And, as I bath in this, I absolutely feel and know, without a shadow of doubt now, that we ARE the power and the Love in our World.
I knew this course was going to be phenomenal even before it began. I went through two weeks of intensive purification and integration within me prior to the course itself, with particular emphasis on getting myself physically and spiritually fit to take the amount of energy I could feel building up.
On the Saturday I led a meditation where I allowed myself to speak and sing in an ancient language which felt 'super-sonic' in nature: every sound, every vowel precipitated visions in me, such as of my connection to Lyra, ancient Atlantis, and to 'The Founders'.
I kept seeing mesmerising symbols dancing before my eyes, ancient symbols: Egyptian, Mayan and celestial in origin, star glyphs, streams and streams of hieroglyphics and creation spirals like crop circle patterns appeared to spontaneously be downloaded from my consciousness along with the tones and chants that I sang, leading our sonic meditation into the eve of the Summer Solstice.
I let myself go into the greatest light that I could imagine and channel. I felt I was struck by a lightening bolt, which took me to another threshold of Love and Light and to a depth I had never experienced before; it was the most jolting 'kundalini' awakening of my life! So, this was what an enlightenment experience should truly be like!
I was hit by the most powerful surge of energy: an intense electro-magnetic blue energy beam igniting my mind and bursting my heart open to be a huge window for my soul. My body was literally shaking; electricity pulsed through my cells, like a great purification. And at the same time, I felt a strong sense of a switching on in my mind of neural pathways and transmitters. Sounds like radio waves were whooshing through my ears and my heart and my body, bringing me the gift of this psychedelic vision; it was an opening of all my senses to alternate reality experiences in that divine moment, and in the next, and in the next....
And then out of the etheric blue mist in my meditation, I saw the 'blue' beings, I felt and saw them with me: The Founders and the Sirian Blues, watching over me, supporting me, encouraging me with such sweet unconditional love for me... Even now, I still feel and see their presences with me and it brings tears to my eyes, for I feel their love and connection with me so profoundly.
I am humming still with this strong magnetic energy vibrating though my being even as I write to you now, perhaps you may pick up on the vibe!!
And I am seeing bursts of opalescent and iridescent colours flooding my senses, orange-pink, silvery blue-green. I am enjoying the delicious ecstasy of my senses being dazzled into pure bliss. This persistent humming is accompanied by neon splashes of colour in my normal physical open-eyed experience too, and the colour blue pervades around me like an electrical cocoon.
Furthermore, since that potent meditation and energy activation, I keep seeing out of the corner of my eye, the pooling of my physical world around me into vortexes; I feel I am touching the spiritual Skelton Keys and essence of my world. Most of all, the phenomenal experience of the overlapping and merging of my senses is perhaps the most 'sensual' experience ever: 'feeling sound' and 'smelling colours' and so on. My senses are becoming open ended, blending into just one multi-faceted sense. It's made me now SO open that I feel even more vividly the emotions and thoughts of those around me and also those who may not be in my physical vicinity but we are wishing to make a connection, I feel it so much it's almost overwhelming, yet I feel protected here in this quite backwater by the sea from too many external influences all at once, for I wonder if I could cope with it yet!
And to top it all, one of the Sirian Blues has been 'materialising' into my physical reality. I was walking by the coast, near the derelict old tin mines and among the waste scrap stones flecked with copper, tin, and quartz glinting in the sun. I love his place, for it reminds me of being on Mars (another old 'home' of mine!) with great crater-like openings in the ground and the spoil glinting like gold, and then I saw him.... the unmistakable figure of a Sirain Blue: very smooth blue skin standing about seven foot tall with a stoic stance of a being that knows its own power, eyes vivid blue - very intense with silver flecks, blue silver facial features, very lion-like.
He was gazing at me with an upright stance yet friendly and caring. This stance was, intriguingly, very similar to the other-worldly beings that appeared at the end of the 2009 film 'Knowing' (and the way they turned into light beings and the vision of their craft-of-light was the most closely matched to my own experiences I've ever seen portrayed!) (first three quarters of that film are eminently missable, however!) After a few moments, and some telepathic communication he literally dematerialised in front of my eyes, 'fading out' of my reality and leaving me with the distinct impression that he had said: "It's okay, were here to help you and your world as you go through your transition into the next dimension." I was a left with the deepest feeling that I was being supported by them at levels, many of which I'm not even fully conscious of!
So, all my senses have become super-tuned and I am still getting used to them. For example, I am finding everything a bit loud. I feel sound beneath sound. I have been going around our house having to turn the volume down on everything.
This has also extended into an inner blending, with parts of my subconscious becoming very conscious; it feels so good to be even more intimate and aware of so much more about myself. I can emphatically conclude that my life has become a dawn of discovery about myself and our world, every day!
I truly feel that I am moving beyond the belief of living in love and light in our heaven here on Earth, and on into an irrefutable awareness of pure Knowingness, as well as the feeling of waves and waves of awesome Love in my heart, connecting me to all hearts.
Thank you with all my heart to all of us in our unlimited Love.
And I feel and know that The Founders and my Sirian friends are here right now supporting me in my chosen path to create a New World of total unconditional love, light, integrity and freedom and that this world is one we are creating right now through the living of our lives in unconditional love, freedom and Light.
And the fact that my Sirian friends have come into my physical life means to me that we are truly bridging the gap between our old world experience and transiting into the world experience that has been our dream and is now becoming our Reality!
Thank you, 'God' ,Thank you My Love , Thank you my Universe, thank you All, Thank you for touching my soul and igniting our fire, our Passion, into the greatest effect.
As it is in our Heaven so it is on our Earth, we are the Light, the Power and the Glory.
So Be.. It.
All My Love LeelaLight
Footnotes (1) The Founders:-the creators of the human genotype, in a sense are our Father and Mother. To humans they appear as humanoid in appearance, tall, graceful, androgynous, appearing somewhat insect like, sometimes called the Mantis Beings. They have the energy of utter compassion and an energy field of amethyst purple and lapis blue.
(2) The Sirian Blues. From the Star system Sirius, often portrayed as gods as symbolised by the leonine Sphinx and in the form of the blue skinned Indian Gods and Goddesses such as Krishna. About Living In Light: Living In Light is a course held here in Cornwall, England that takes you from where you are to the next level that you are ready for. The amount of light and energy that you allow yourself to access on our Living In Light courses is directly related to the level that you are able and willing to integrate at each immersion, and so, in a sense, could be said to be self -regulating.
So if this feels exciting to you I encourage you to come to our live courses or partake of my invaluable unconditional love, high energy healing and on-going life and light support:Living In Light
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