How to use the Joy of Meditation to receive infallible Loving Guidance from your God-Self.

I had a talk with God again this morning. Amazingly, I have his 'number' - can I share it with you?

You see, I have found an effortless, easy and enjoyable way for you to have a direct line to your infinitely wise and loving God-Self.

Being privy to this infallible guidance has not only helped me in times of crisis, but it has also added a whole new dimensionality into my everyday experience. It means I can now enjoy a loving, empowered, dynamic and even ecstatic relationship with the whole of my life.


Ponder, just for moment, on the possibilities that could unfold for you in your life if you too could have free access to the undying and loving the counsel from the source of infinite wisdom.

Imagine having a loving friend you can talk to about your troubles, concerns or challenges who will never judge you, but instead eagerly and tenderly reach out and enfold you in love.

What joy, to bear your troubles to the sacred space and expansive sky of the unconditional love of your Soul!

It is an exciting expedition into the secret alleyways of the vastness of your own Being; to engage with an intimate dialogue with your sacred God-Self.

Because, my friend, your God-Self is not only the true wizard of your own consciousness, but is also privy to the great library of ALL shining truths.

And it’s my joy and delight to ease you into this mysterious connection, so that when I give you the number of God, you can dial it!

We establish this divine connection by first going into the peace, inspiration and joyous upliftment of meditation.

Now, actually, we all know how to meditate already, although we may have called it something else. For example, you may find that while you are exercising or absorbed in your creative expression that you kind of 'lose yourself' and experience deep peace and focus. Well, that's a form of meditation!

Or, whilst day dreaming or relaxing in the bath or shower, say, you have a sudden flash of inspiration, a glowing sense of aliveness that creeps upon you, infusing you with a wave of joy for no apparent reason! Well that too is arising out of your mediation.

Because meditation is simply the slowing down of the constant traffic of marauding thoughts occupying your mind, in order to automatically make room for you and your own natural beingness, aliveness and upliftment. Otherwise, this incessant flow of thoughts, such as, "You can never do that, you will never make it, you are not good enough," etc., is like a whole host of tormentors, leaving no room for the essential you.

Quieten these and you'll have made the 'connection', enabling you to be able to dial that number I'm about to give you. You can then have an instant direct-line access to the deeper and empowering love and wisdom of your God-Self, any time you like.

How do you do all that? Well, I will guide you gently into a way that will work for you.

Timing is important: choose a time when you can be open and under no pressure. Make a pact with yourself that this is your special time and ensure you have quiet undisturbed space (e.g., phones off!)

For me, I love the stillness of the morning before I start my busy day. In the quiet gentle freshness of the morning air, possibilities seem infinite and purity has already infused itself upon me, for we have not yet been touched by the demands of the day’s activity.

This gives me a daily opportunity to write my life anew. As I joyfully take a sip from my steaming cup of delicious fresh ground coffee, letting the bitter chocolate overtones play in my mouth, I sigh and savour the moment, and I invite you to join me in your own version of this meditation.

So, find your own time and place and we can now start this amazing journey together. Allow this time to be like no other for you, for we are about to start on an expedition into the galaxy of secrets of your own amazing beingness.

This is our sacred moment, our gateway into the sanctuary and serenity of our God- Self. It's time to get intimate with our Soul and seek answers and inspiration; playing with our imagination, giving free rein to our greatest dreams.

And as we bow our heads in reverence to our divine Self, we close our eyes and, taking a deep breath, we let go of all extraneous thoughts from our mind. As we focus instead on our awareness, our beingness and allow the stillness to enfold us, we are already meditating. Every time an unwanted thought arises we simply let it go and return to our place of stillness.

It is from this quiet, serene place, where we have connected with our own centre, that we then make the desire and intent to connect deeper with our God-Self, our Higher Self or whatever you feel comfortable calling it.

And so now we dial the number, and here it is: to simply open your heart up to this sacred space. Even by imagining we are opening our heart to our whole being, our God-Self, we will have dialled that 'number'. Then we are simply receptive to feel, hear, see or sense the presence and voice of our God-Self.

Now we are ready to start the dialogue with our Sacred Self.

We check in within, by asking ourselves if there is anything that we would dearly love to ask, or if there is anything that we feel uncomfortable about in our lives, such as:

• "Do I have fear in my being?"

• "How can I transform it?"

Another excellent question would be to ask our Spirit the question:

• "If there was some information about me that would turn my life around in this moment what would that be, I wonder?"

Once you've put your questions to your God-Self, simply notice whatever arises for your answer.

Sometimes it's like a ripple through your body, sometimes you get a flash of inspiration or an image that catches your breath, or you hear words that resonate with your being and may even make you shake with their impact. And other times it is far more subtle; a feeling that floats up, like a whisper from an angel.

Pay close attention to whatever comes up immediately in your awareness, that is, before you may start censoring your guidance through logic, or ridicule. Whatever comes through is perfect for you. It is like channelling your own higher wisdom.

And the more you converse like this in faith and trust of your Spirit, the more you will fine tune your meditation and channeling skills. Just like an athlete, or learning any other skill, with practice you are honing your way to developing your own meditative power, insight and genius.

As soon as you bring your awareness back to your surroundings, write down your discoveries in your scared journal, and they will further mature. And to really rev up the power of your own inspiration and guidance, immediately start to apply and play with your ideas in your life.

Use your imagination for how you can develop your meditative practices in a way that works for you. For example, whilst in my bath or shower, I love to use the warmth, steam and scintillating scents of essential oils to source and flex my spirit.

Combining walking or other suitable exercise with meditation can not only work wonders for your body, but also free our mind of our daily tormentors and open an especially clear channel for guidance. This stunning duo creates alchemy and so we enter the gateway into the heavenly realm of our peace and serenity.


May I take you on a walk with me right now?


We begin our spiritual walk at a nice steady lope, planting the earth with footsteps of love accompanied to the pad... pad... pad of our feet.

As we stride out, we take nice deep invigorating breathes and begin our meditation by letting go of mundane, repetitive thoughts, i.e. our tormentors, through the power of our imagination and a clear intent and desire to make the connection. We are imagining breathing in love, joy and light, with every step we take!

And now, again, we dial that number, by imagining we are opening our heart, our being, our senses to Nature and our world around us and to our God-Self .

Then we are simply receptive to our own questions and to receiving our answers throughout our walk.

To deepen the dialogue let us now step up the momentum by accompanying our spiritual walk with a potent phrase, statement and affirmation that will uplift us, make us feel invincible and totally loved, such as;

We are breathing in the light, breathing in the light.
We are leaving love in our wake,
We are leaving love in our wake.


Repeating, singing, even chanting these to the heavens with an open heart takes us into the zone of love and ecstasy - the heart of our light. And our spirit begins to lift as the mists of our melancholy dissipate; we gain altitude and attitude!

We are bringing our ideal state into the present; and thereby dissipating any stress we may be feeling.

We start to experience a wonderful sense of lightness pervading our being; our world starts to dazzle our senses as we glide along in our sojourn into the sun.

We have dialled the number, our call is answered and all we have to do is engage in the dialogue.


You will develop your own approaches; for example, I love to walk and swing to the rhythm of chanting: “I am love and I am here. I am love and I am here.” And so in my own walking meditation, as I dance along the edge of the ocean where the sky plays with the sea and kisses the sand, I am marching and striding out to this magical mantra.


As I continue to move to its rhythm and walk to the beat of my heart in playful synergy, I find myself drinking in the sunlight and breathing in the light. My steps become bold, as I scurry up the mountainous sand dunes to reach for the peak of my quest into the heart of my soul and light.

Taking deep breaths, I keep the momentum going as I descend back down to skirt around the estuary on the home route: “I am here and I am light.”

And now I feel like I am tap dancing on the pavement, just as the sun hits the water and the estuary shimmers like a million diamonds.

Suddenly, I am illuminated without and within; caught in the spotlight of that wonder. I have been enlightened; I have accessed amazing peace and ecstasy and found solution to my concerns.
As if to echo my jubilation, a seagull cries in ecstasy.

Truly, I am light and I am love!


And so, dear friend, using the joy of meditation to open your heart to your own guidance is like having the phone number of God.

And then, as we live out the joy, peace, inspiration and the infallible guidance received in our daily meditative practice, our lives, even our challenges become infused with that light, power, joy and wonder!

In our joy,

Leela
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How to use feelings of desperation and suicide to go into your Light (UPDATED!)

Do you ever feel you have reached an end point in your life?

Has your life become so intense and incredibly challenging that you can't seem to control it anymore?

Do you feel you can't take much more, or that nothing is working the way it used to?

Perhaps you feel like you've lost everything and there's nothing left to live for?

Have you become so desperate that you've even thought about taking your own life?

Well, I would love to share with you how I recently used the memory of a near-death experience as an anchor to help me through the fear and total uncertainty in my own life. Through reliving my own 'death', I was again immersed into the Light.

When I was at college in my early twenties I had an argument with my boyfriend. He was giving me an ultimatum: "Have sex with me or I am no longer interested!"

I was filled with anger and rage and went off driving furiously into the beginning of a snow storm. As I rounded a particularly sharp bend my car began to spin madly out of control. I tried to stop her, instinctively putting my foot on the brakes, which, to my horror, made it worse: I was heading straight for a hedge and a rather solid looking beech tree!

What happened next took me totally by surprise!

My car shot through a gap that just 'appeared' in the hedge and started to hurtle down a steep bank. A fast flowing river appeared, glinting in the moonlight, ready to engulf me as my car began to tumble...

In that moment of recognising I was going to die, I became incredibly calm. This surprised me, as I was normally quite an anxious person!

Everything started to slow down. Every movement, sensation and sound filled me with utter fascination.

I felt intensely alive and acutely present in that moment.

Even the ripping of metal cutting through the undergrowth fascinated me and had me riveted!

I was overcome with a huge wave of gratitude for that moment, for the intense aliveness and intense beauty; even though I knew I was going to die!

Then, like a slide show, I saw my life projected in front of me frame by frame, as in the TV show 'This is Your Life'.

I felt a tinge of sadness and an echo of regret, for I had not done what I wanted to do in my life...

Then I heard the sound of breaking glass as I observed myself smashing through the windscreen and being hurled out into the cold, dark open air. And yet, incredibly, I was also landing into arms of the most dazzlingly white light!

The next thing I knew I was laying on the snowy grass... I was still alive!

Miraculously, I appeared to have no real injury; just one tiny cut on my right arm as reminder of what I had been through.

The vivid memory of that eternal moment has always stayed with me.

And so I come back to my present life.

Last month, I'd been reaching a culmination point of crisis where I couldn't hold onto my old life anymore. It seemed like I had lost everything that I used to define myself by: a home, money, job, clients, etc. All my old ways of thinking just weren't working like they used to...

And then I felt guided to remember my near-death experience, to remember how I felt as I was losing my hold on this reality. I realised that when I had stopped trying to control what was happening, because clearly, I simply couldn't do a thing about it, I had been saved, taken care of and supported!

I relived how exquisitely delicious the experience was when I let myself fall, surrender and accept the death of me...

And so, for several days now, I have been going through a similar near-death experience echoing my car crash experience.

It's like I have dived off a cliff and into the abyss; just the same as when I was tumbling through the windscreen of my car. Each moment in my life has slowed down to a standstill.

And so, for the last few days, with this new living-in-the-moment-of-death awareness I've been feeling I am flying and yet at the same time standing still. I have never felt so alive and so present. Yet, at the same time, I feel I am like a humming bird: moving fast, vibrating at infinite speeds, yet still - suspended motionless in the moment.

Even now, as I look out my window and over the sea, the waves are slowing down as I gaze at them...

Suddenly, taking a sharp intake of breath, I notice that, for this moment, they have actually stopped moving, as if frozen in mid-air!


This is such an uplifting and liberating experience that I am now actually grateful and happy that I had to create the loss of all those things in my life that I used to use to validate my existence. For in losing those things, I seem to have gained everything.

I can now see the whole picture. I can see how I was limiting my identity to these external symbols of abundance, security and happiness. And now I'm allowing myself to let them all go.

I have brought everything to a point of nowhere-else-to-go but to surrender and really let go of control and so I fall into my Light. I'm simply letting my life sort itself out, without forcing or controlling it anymore.

I feel I have expanded and floated into the whole of me.

I am flying through the air, just like I did in the car crash.

Now I realise that we do not need to create near-death, or an accident, to shock us into giving ourselves permission to start our life anew. We can instead totally surrender to our lives to our infinite self at any time. We can go with the flow of our God-Selves and let that take us through our resistance and into our light, letting our life unfold perfectly. (The metaphor of smashing through the windscreen unharmed was a symbol for me of breaking through my own barriers or resistance!)

And, as I write to you now, I am still tumbling through the air, but now through the expanse of my life; like a buzzard in his bliss amidst the clouds. I am soaring in the sky of my life to meet you in my heart, where we pierce the depths of our truth together!

And we are rejoicing, for we have never felt so connected to our earth and our heaven and to each other at the same time.

So, the essence of my story is that when we are feeling desperate, when we feel we have used up all our options or are even on the brink of suicide, we can use our desperation to our advantage. We can tap into that feeling of dying as a metaphor to help us make a transition into a new dimension and a new life for ourselves. And as we surrender, as we truly let go of control, we are miraculously taken care of in the Light of our being.

May you too have an exalted time spinning, dying and flying!

And, by the way, since all this letting go, my whole life has already begun unfolding again: I am enjoying the ecstasy of sharing my passion of helping people into more of themselves, into their Light, in fact, with a great flow of new people coming into my life. And my finances have taken a sudden and abundant upsurge!

I wonder how it will unfold for you. I would love to know.

In the light of our joy,

Leela





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Personal Ascension

Hello Everyone

I know your thoughts have been with me, as mine has been with you, in this amazing year of our lives. And I know that you may have gone through some pretty awesome challenges. And yet you are still standing!

I want to take this opportunity to thank you for being my muse and my audience for enabling me to share my passion and my deepest love; for without you I would feel only one dimensional.

Thank you for your thoughts and appreciation of my Blogs, etc. It really lights up my being to know and feel that you love what I love to share and do.

As a Christmas gift to you dear heart, I would love to offer you a free video course which represents where I am truly at now and, as such, may be a powerful catalyst to jumpstart you into more of who you really are and what you as the amazing being that you are have to offer this our beautiful world.

I have realised that what I really love to do is to help you, me and everyone shift into a higher dimension of themselves, energetically and creatively, here on our planet Earth right here, right now, and to offer the sublime ecstasy of being and living from this glorious place of outstanding light and love.

I realised that this is helping people with ‘Personal Ascension’.

And so I was impulsed to create a free online Personal Ascension video course to share this love, energy and light and you may watch it now. Simply go to my website http://keysofascension.com and click on the Free Personal Ascension Video offer to register and receive a link via email.

Filming this course ultimately then lead to the creation of my follow-on Keys of Ascension Program – a series of 7 Courses and 7 Attunements.

With each level of the seven courses it feels I am going up an octave in my own frequency. I just finished the last course the day before Christmas Eve, and I couldn't stop crying! The energy and the integration that comes with it is mind-blowing! It is an ecstasy of being that catalyses me to integrate everything that is not in alignment with this high level of ecstasy and love. It can be pretty intense at times, but the clearing, the opening in my being is worth it all!

So, now I am being truly all that I am in my Ascension courses and it feels glorious, wonderful and liberating.

I have already had much wonderful and very enthusiastic response, not just to the free course but also to my newly released Keys of Ascension Program, for example, "As a light worker facing enormous challenges, this has been the bridge I was looking for, and it is great to know that you care!” (Lisa from Denver Colorado just after completing the first course: level one.)

Thanks for being here with me dear reader. It is truly great to feel you next to me in our passion to create a world of our highest aspirations and light.

And I just want you to know how much I have appreciated your loving support and response. It really helped especially when I had lost my home and used up all my financial reserves.

But I just had to keep sharing the love! It felt the only thing that mattered and the space and energy and where I am at now is a far, far greater place than I have ever been!

It is amazing but, since I have gone absolutely wild, true and free into the true me, my Universe as my partner in creation is has begun supporting me to the degree I have always wanted but would not let myself have until I allowed myself to be the true me.

And thanks to the creation of The Omega Shift course which I co-created with John we both have been shifted into a new dimension of ourselves, which for me has been totally realised and liberated in my Ascension Program.

I think you will get a sense of that as you watch the free course and maybe just maybe, get a get a more profound sense of you, too.

Please let me know how you get on.

Please enjoy the free course,
much love to you. And thanks for being here with me.

Have a wonderful break and holiday
Lots of love,

Leela
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Love in remembrance of you

Hello dear friend

I just want to thank you for this opportunity to share some love with you.

I thought I'd do this love invocation as a video. It utterly fills my heart and gives tremendous meaning and light to my life to share these precious moments with you now, and in this new way.

I hope you enjoy this 'Remembrance Meditation' video; you are my inspiration and my delight. I'd love to know how well it all comes across for you on video.

And I love you

Leela

PS I love hearing from you too!


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An antidote to despair and path to joy, and Ascension!

Hi there!

I am sorry I haven't been in touch recently. However, I have been experiencing awesome shifts in my own energy and a remarkable new level of fantastic work with my clients.

I am now seeing my clients' huge challenges and health problems automatically resolving and disappearing; permanently, it seems!

My clients are, of course, simply amazed by these immediate and powerful results we are getting, not least because I don't really use any kind of process anymore to explore and resolve the origins and feelings behind their issues.

I have simply been helping them to recognise and shift into 'who they really'! I do this by raising their energy frequency to the highest level that can be sustained. What's happening is that they are, quite literality, experiencing 'shifting dimensions' while we work together!

And so, I have realised that what I am actually doing is helping people to Ascend. This is not a grand shift into some new realm, but simply to step up to being the fullest, most expansive, loving, light-filled version of themselves; and right here on Earth!

This includes recognising and allowing into their awareness and life what their own unique expression is - what they are 'here to do', as it were, for that is very much part of 'who we really are' too.

So, I too have been stepping up to who I really am and I have been discovering my own role and passion, and that is to help people to Ascend. For those people who really want to go the whole way and live in light and love unconditionally and to be in ecstasy no matter what, I will to be there for them.

For I have challenged myself to the nth degree so that I could know what it really feels like to experience all the human condition, even utmost despair, and still be able to turn it into joy. And so I am an Ascension guide for those who truly want to live in light and love and stay in their ecstasy, not matter what, in this, our beautiful world, right here, right now!

I have begun rewriting my website www.loveandinsight.com to reflect this new me and the amazing role I'm now playing. I have decided that the most appropriate title I can give myself in this profound work is 'Ascension Master'!

And here is some love from my heart to your heart, as we both explore our own Ascension:
When all is uncertain around you, the only place to go is fall and trust.

Fall and trust into the arms of your love; your most glorious expansive most vivid idea of pure love. Your imagination will provide guidance.

But primarily you must now have absolute knowingness and trust that you are being taken care of; that you are being guided into the arms of your love and the sharing of your joy.

And the most exciting, beautiful, abundant way forward for the fullest expression of you will unfold from your place of absolute and unconditional knowingness.

Just as when you go out for an adventure walk: First, you set the arrow of your intent to your attraction of where you want to go. And then you follow your flow, excitement, joy and gut feeling every step of the way without wavering from your heart's desire, and the perfect walk unfolds.

And in life, the prime thing is to set the arrow of your highest joy and then start moving in that direction with absolute trust and knowingness that not only will you create the greatest outcome, one step at a time, one moment at a time and one breath at a time, but also that you already ARE the greatest outcome, right here, right now!

Fall and trust, fall and trust, fall and trust into the arms of your love.

I can hear the soft thud of your feet as you walk in peace, love and trust. It reverberates through my soul; sending tingles through my heart's emotion.

All my love,

Leela
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Love Invocation: How to find your own Loving Benefactor

Hello lovely Being,

When we commit to living our highest joy, which for me, at the moment, requires me to love my financial situation for how it is right now (see previous Love Invocation: Let’s Love our Nemesis) we will certainly experience our greatest fears. Those fears may seem to be unrelated to what our highest joy is, but the very commitment to go for it will provoke whatever is in us that's holding us back from being all that we are to spring forth from our being to be faced, loved and integrated!

In my case, I have to confess that I was feeling so much fear earlier, as a result of my commitment to embrace my 'financial situation' that I could actually feel pain in my heart and numbness down my arms. I was so petrified that I could feel my very life-force draining from me.

How can I love my financial situation when I am in this much fear, so much that I feel I will literally pass out, if not actually pass away?

How do we deal with that?

Well, as my guidance pointed out to me yesterday, I realised that I was still fighting my fear; that I was trying to resist it. Yet, as I meditated on my fear I felt that, despite the intensely challenging circumstances I am creating in my life, in a way I love it!

For it gives me a sense of adventure, drive, an edge, excitement, richness and diversity in my life; I am embarking on an exciting expedition with great treasures awaiting discovery every step of the way.

And so, I was using this fear to propel me on my adventure, to hasten the quest and heighten the exhilaration.

I knew that if I could embrace this much fear, my capacity to experience ecstasy would also increase exponentially! I heard my guidance saying; "Love the fear, Leela, for it’s an opportunity to experience more of your joy in your everyday life and hence more ecstasy on this momentous journey of yours"

I tried walking on the beach, but I was experiencing so much more heart pain and dizziness that I felt I had to ask again for more help with my fear.




But then, as I turned to face the dazzling and scintillating crystal clear waters of our bay, it hit me: the light, the beauty was so intense that it made me want to cry ...I had thought it was so overwhelmingly beautiful the day before; but it had only got even more intensely beautiful that day!

I felt utterly entranced and in wonder of the light: the iridescent flashes of colours reflecting in the golden sands and clear sparkling water! I was utterly caught in a mesmerizing spotlight of wonder and love with it all. And in that moment of wonderment, of feeling in love, I slipped almost imperceptibly into the stunning recognition that all that I was perceiving was an ecstatic emanation of my own Being, it truly was 'all Me'!!




It felt I had waded into a bath of liquid love washing through me as waves of pulsating fractals of light were escalating out of my being and flooding everything 'around me' until I truly felt no difference between me, the beach, sky, sand and water! I fell to my knees and cried in this light; with tears of delight, tears of gratitude!


Now, here I am, in the throws of ecstasy and delight, and suddenly it occurs to me that I'm supposed to be terrified - what has happened to my fear?!?!?!

So, in that glorious moment, I tried, I tried as hard as I could, to connect with my fear by thinking about the situation that only moments ago had had me petrified.

Nothing happened!

I tried to envision all manner of possible dire consequences of my financial situation taking me to utmost extremes, but, here's the thing: I just couldn’t tap into the fear.

The light seemed to be expanding within me and outside me simultaneously, and so allowing all the situation that I had been so resisting and pushing away from me to be naturally brought back into me and so the fear was dissolving and being turned into light.





Being in that radiant light I couldn't even bring up the tiniest residue of fear; as I say, even trying to muster up any kind of response in me by conjuring up the worst scenario that I could imagine, had absolutely no effect on me whatsoever!!!

So, I concluded ecstatically: "By simply staying in this light and beauty and in love with all this as Me, my fear is all being brought into the light and vanishing, and I am a beacon of light...."

Then I heard the soft wisdom of my guides: "You know what you are doing: you are flipping dimensions at this very moment!"

"When you are experiencing fear you are experiencing your life in the normal human experience of 3d reality. When you go into your light, as you are now, you have shifted your life’s experience into a higher vibrational bandwidth.

"So, when you live your life through staying in the light, the joy and the beauty, your life’s details, such as your financial situation, will shift with you. For, when you are in this new dimension, you know you are the curator of your reality and you can see it turning back into the light it always was and that you are."

As I played with this new vibration of Being, I reflected again on my 'financial situation' and was musing about how nice it would be to, say, attract a loving benefactor, right away...

And then, blinding revelation: Wow! What if perhaps I could extend my previous idea of a loving relationship with my Nemesis- my intensely challenging financial situation - and to up the ante to treat the financial situation itself AS my loving benefactor! What a radical and uplifting thought!

And so, with that awesome idea I am now excited to live my life from that premise: I am choosing to allow my financial situation to be my loving benefactor, to support me in whatever way appears in my life!

And as I integrated this idea, I realised that my highest joy is to be that Beacon of Light, and that I saw that I was creating intensely challenging situations in my life, where there appeared to be no feasible way out, in order to use them to take me into this Light that I am.

I realised that I had this inherent wish to live my life everyday as an intensely spiritual experience, and that this has come to my attention through these challenges that keep coming to me, in so many ways!

And in that moment I realised that I had been using fear to deepen into more love and intimacy. I was using fear to break open my heart and connect into more intimacy and love with my reality.




And, as I savoured these exquisite ideas, just like sipping a fine wine, holding the glass close to my heart so not to break the spell of the moment (and these gorgeous ideas), I heard the soft voice of my guide: "This is your job, this IS your vocation. As you step into the light of yourself and live this idea, you will find many people will come to support you in many different ways.

"And do you remember when you thought you were going to die in the car crash (when I was 18!), and everything went into slow motion, as you felt yourself tumbling through the air? And you could hear every sound, particularly the tinkle of breaking glass as the windscreen hit a tree branch and then resounding thud of metal hitting undergrowth?! You felt and experienced everything then with an intensity that seemed to freeze-frame your life into a moment of breathtaking beauty; you were in awe of your creation.

"Today, when you have to make that call to your bank, go back into the wonder of that near-death experience. Know that this is how you wish you to live your life: as an intensely spiritual experience. Know that your financial situation, your whole life, truly IS your loving benefactor. And know your reality will support you in ways that will surprise you!"

So, as of that moment, my friends, I am choosing to live an intensely spiritual life - and for me, that's to be a 'Beacon Of Light' and let the details of my life, as my loving benefactor, take care of me!

And now I am astounded, for having made that decision, a whole catalogue of events immediately and synchronistically occur that day:

• - In my call with my bank I was so overcome at the extraordinarily loving response I got from them - was this really a bank I was talking to? They seemed to so naturally believe in me and what I was doing, and before I knew it, my bank had indeed become my 'loving benefactor' and I had a line of credit opened for me - amazing!
  
• - Then my beloved partner John had some wonderful response to a work contract idea he put out!
  
• - Later, that day a friend offered us a brilliant possibility to draw in great abundance
  
• - Then I had a client from a few years ago contact me wanting some more help from me regarding a crucial decision for a change in life path
  
• - And when I went to my letterbox I found a hand written letter addressed:- "Fan Mail - Leela Jamieson", with some cash enclosed as an appreciation and a both a request for and offer of help!
  

So, I am in wonder and awe of our creation and what happens when I start to view my financial situation and even my whole life as my "loving benefactor"; especially when faced with what would appear to be an intensely negative experience, as this appears to get us to take notice and really check in with ourselves for what we really want and who we really are.

And I am in awe that the support arises in not just one way, but many ways, so quickly!

So, if you also apply this to your own Nemesis (whether it's your health, your relationship, your job, your physical circumstances, etc.) - that this Nemesis is actually your own Loving Benefactor, you too may create an entirely new relationship with your reality; even beginning to flip dimensions too and find yourself in a whole new wonderland, loving every step of the way!

Lots of love
Leela


PS Thank you John, my Partner, for all these incredible photos, and all his wonderful support!


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Love Invocation: Let's Love our Nemesis

Hi Lovely Being!

(I'm posting this, my latest Love Invocation, because I feel it's so profound and important!)

You know, it's absolutely incredible: everything in my reality and life is perfect and stunning (except just one thing, as you'll see). For example, yesterday I went for a walk on our beach. As always, I was overblown with the beauty, the light, the perfection of the vista; enthralling my senses tantalising my vision. It took my breath away!

I honestly couldn't imagine a more perfect scene. The beauty and light touched my senses in a way that I have never felt or seen before; each day, as the light, weather, tides, waves, etc. change here, it creates a new and unique totally immersive experience, a new and heightened upsurge of beauty and ecstasy.

My whole life, my reality has just taken another upwards surge of excellence!

Woosh!.


I ask myself how I could possibly improve on the spectacle of the light dancing on the waves, the changing patterns in the sky (like a Micheal Angelo's painting of the Cistein Chapel) and the luminous sands! Everything looks like it has been gilded in gold light! Yet each day, somehow, miraculously outshines the day before.

As I mused on my creation, I felt the ultimate recognition that everything in my life and my reality is absolutely perfect! We live in paradise, the people we meet are awesome beings, our friends are incredibly inspirational and inspiring! Each day is truly mesmerising, as an adventure in its own right.

And to top it all, I have the most amazing clients; wanting to dance in the light with me too!

Wow!

So, all is perfection in my reality and my life... except one area, an area that continues to niggle at me like a thorn in my side and challenges my sense of unconditional love and freedom..

And that is that my financial situation continues to challenge me!

It's just such a pain, and I can't seem to shake it off. And, as I'm walking next to the crystal clear, azure waters of our beach, I throw my arms to the listening sky and beseech, "How can I turn this around? What must I do?"

Then I heard what sounded like the voice God!

"It's very simple - You need to love it"!

"What?!?" I was stunned by that invocation.

The voice continued, "The reason why everything else in your life is so perfect is because you love it so much; you're not resisting it, rejecting it, pushing it away. You are always embracing it all, in utter appreciation and wonderment - loving it all, and so this is why the reflection keeps on getting better. Nature, your environment, the rest of your reality is actually enjoying your love of it, and so responds to your joy in its own in glee and dazzlement!"

"When you love your financial situation in the same way, when you are no longer pushing it away from you, but embracing it in the same way, your financial situation will want to respond to you too, by showing its appreciation; showering you with its bounty."

It hit me like a thunderbolt.

Of course! It's the one thing left in my life that I try to distance myself from..., that I fight.

"Oh my God!" I thought, "If I were to love my financial situation like I do the rest of my reality, what on Earth would it look like then? What a wonderful thought!"

Well this was huge for me: money has always, to be honest, been my Nemesis; and now I've got to love it?

Ooh err...

So, I played with this sensation of not trying to get away from my situation, of not being so driven to fix it because I find it so uncomfortable, of not trying to deny it by filling my head with sugar-coated positive affirmations.

Tentatively, I experimented with stopping pushing my financial situation away from me, even though the fear was still raging in me. I simply chose to just love it - just as it is now (NOT loving some future projection of how it could be).

And in that love I began to feel the connection. I could feel my own energy of abundance and wealth rise to meet me, as a part of me, as my own substance, my own consciousness. And then, incredibly, it smiled back at me and, as a reflection of my love and appreciation for it, it came surging back into my being and I am still basking in its feeling of infinite possibilities and expression!


So, now I can understand that when I am trying to get away from dealing with my finances, because I am finding it so uncomfortable, in that moment I am not loving a part of me, as my own creation.

And so that part of me will rebel and reflect back to me exactly where I am not embracing and loving all of me, and will therefore show up in my life like a thorn in my side; as a lack.

So, wow! I really am now choosing to love my financial situation, for what it is; for it is showing me how to be whole again.

Listen! I'm actually choosing to love my CURRENT financial situation.

I am loving it and enjoying all that I have right now.

I am loving my financial situation for all it's worth and for the value of its determination to take me into what I really want and who I really want to be. Yes! I love it! I am still falling deeply in love with it.

And at the same time I'm not rushing around trying to fix my situation because I feel it is uncomfortable. Instead I am allowing myself to be supported and taken care of by my Universe, knowing that I will simply act on my impulses, ideas and inspirations, and that this will automatically allow my financial situation to reflect back to me my love and appreciation for it!

Do you get what I'm saying here? I'm suggesting that you actually nurture a loving and appreciative relationship with your financial situation, and with the energy of abundance itself.

So, every time you feel the strain to remedy anything or any situation in your life, know that you are pushing your own creation away. Love it instead for what it is now and you will connect with it as your own ecstatic creation. And as you love it, ideas, inspirations and unfoldment will happen, quite naturally, from that love.

Come on you gorgeous Being, listening in on this love invocation.

Let's be crazy and love our financial situation, love whatever our Nemesis is!

Shine on, crazy diamond that you are.

I can't wait to hear how you get on!

Love,
Leela
PS I bet you can't wait to hear how I get on, too!

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PPS If you would like support, inspiration and love, in loving your Nemesis, and allowing it to reflect perfection back to you, then it would be my joy and absolute passion to assist you. To take the next thrilling step to being more of yourself and living your dream, please do reply to this email and/or go to my website: www.LoveAndInsight.com

Out of the light of our joy, anything is possible

Hello again, dear Friend

I am excited to share the outcome of my previous Love Invocation: out of the sparkling particles of unconditional joy and light that is our consciousness, anything is possible!

A symptomatic after effect of my previous day’s joy of revelling, enjoying and dancing in my light was that we manifested our dream place!

It is quite the most awesome, spectacular location that we could ever have dreamt of. In fact, it is beyond what we could have imagined! Our new home sits nestled on a cliff in a small sub-tropical paradise of a garden (they never get frost!).

It overlooks a mile of pristine golden sands, lapped by brilliant blue/turquoise waters. It is, in effect, like our own private beach, because no one seems to know about, yet it is so close to our new favourite place – St Ives.

We can walk straight down to the beach below us, and we can sit outside or inside overlooking this unique vista, sheltered by the cliff and hill above from the prevailing winds/storms.

We are regularly guaranteed pods of bottlenose dolphins visiting and playing in the clear waters below us.

The house itself is completely glass-fronted, so all this spectacle is there for us to drink in – whatever the weather.

We have truly landed on our piece of paradise, and it is also, incredibly, the cheapest place to rent that we had come across!!! How can that be? Well, it is a very small place, but full of light – basically a beautifully decorated old holiday chalet. Still, it manages two bedrooms, a sitting room, kitchen and shower/toilet. And the advantage is that it will force us into a truly minimalistic, streamlined lifestyle. Plus, it has so many outdoor sitting areas, we’re spoilt for choice – it even has its own gardener (the landlord!)

Wow! What an effortless and fun adventure, a spiralling of synchronicities tempered by the fire of our passion and focus of our pure intent that we would find somewhere that we loved and it would be our perfect place.

Now, I must share that we had very limited resources, but the joy of our point is that you can have what you really want, if it is aligned with your highest aspirations of yourself! Your soul wants you to expand and grow and have fun.

And, for me, the idea of being suspended in the light was of a far greater value, than even having a house to live in. I was so intoxicated by my own joy that out of that vibration a chain reaction of events was catalysed that resulted us in finding our dream place in what would appear to be very limited circumstances!

However, by just acting on our excitement, inspiration and instinctive pulls from that energy of joy and without entertaining the idea of ‘we can’t have it’ or that ‘it was not possible’, we were led easily and effortlessly face to face with our dream place.

This time, it was the ONLY house we looked at! We had been so drawn to go to St Ives that day, even though logically it was not the best day. While we were there we felt an incredible sense of belonging, of being at home and a deep, deep sadness and ache when it was time to leave.

We found it by simply ‘arriving’ in Tescos on our way home, a short while after a card for this most sought-after accommodation had been put up on the notice board. We were instantly excited, called and snapped it up – it really was everything we had dreamed of – and so much more!

Nothing is impossible, you can have what you really, really want, but you have to know who you really are and what would be your highest joy, or you may find you go down many cul-de-sacs, or worse, continually get stumped and lose faith in yourself!

There isn’t a mystery to manifestation, but there may be a mystery to the depths and heights you may take yourself to in order to find your true self, your true space and then you can easily manifest your dreams; but you have to be in frequency of your dreams before you will see it, because it is literally a manifestation of your own being.

You see, it is not down to ‘fate’ or ‘karma’, for you are the one that pulls the strings. But you have to find out who you really are first, and what you are wanting to truly do with your life before you can see the perfect way unfold for you!

Go on, be kind to yourself: allow yourself to be all that you are without limits, and you will witness ALL that you are!

And you will make my day too!

All in love,

Leela

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Love Invocation: An Oasis Of Peace

Hello Friend,

Today I am feeling the desire to create an oasis of peace from myheart to your heart.

May you enjoy the ripples of peace spinning from my being to your being in love, as I sing you this song of Peace.

And rest, relax and bask in this space of our sanctuary.

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An Oasis Of Peace

I am creating an oasis of peace within my heart,
That I am sending out, spinning out from my being.
This oasis of peace,
Sending ripples out from my heart,
I feel you in my being.

I send you a cord of love.
I wrap my arms around your being.
Can you feel me in your heart?
I love this feeling, I love this feeling.

When times get tough create an oasis in my being
That extends out to the world in ripples,
That extends out to my world in ripples,
With this song of my soul, may you feel the peace in your being
Loving you is the nature of my creation,
Loving you is all I want to do.


May you carry an oasis of love and peace in your heart as you go about your day....


Leela

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Into the Heart of the Sun

Hello dear friend,

Today I would like to share with you the most awesome experience of my life. It happened just a few minutes ago, and it is still reverberating through my being! In sharing this moment with you in openness and vulnerability, it is my heartfelt intent that the love that enthuses us just deepens and expands.

I awoke this morning feeling scared, feeling scared because we have to move home again in two weeks and that we don’t know where we are going, or even if we can find a place to live at all, given the circumstances we have created for ourselves. You see, I have literally just started working again since devoting a year and a half to producing The Omega Shift, and so our financial resources are non-existent at the moment; though I can see that this will change. Nevertheless, we do have to find another place in the next two weeks!

So, applying my Love Invocation from yesterday, I sat in my chair and started to meditate to get in touch with the feeling of being scared. I took a few deep breaths and started to allow my own guidance to come through.

Then I heard and felt the words, “Go into being scared, let it vibrate through you, let it pulsate through you like streams of energy; doesn’t it feel like the same energy as the energy of your excitement? Get exited about where you are going!”

I relaxed and contemplated on this idea for a moment. I realised how tired I felt, and then I heard the soft spiralling whispers of my soul again, “I know my love, that you are so very, very tired. Allow your Universe to support you now and take care of you. You have been fighting all your life: now is the time to relax and let your Universe as your partner and ‘lover’ in your creation take care of you. Surrender, surrender, surrender and fall into his/her arms and let go!”

Then out of the corner of my eye I saw this pure gold light like a blazing miniature sun. Then it proceeded to expand and expand to the point that it totally engulfed me.



I can’t stop crying, even now, I can still see this golden brilliant light coursing through my being, my entire reality, and I explode into tears of joy - it’s so intensely pure it cuts through me like a laser beam.

Why? Why am I crying, why is it that every time I look into this blazing light I cry? It’s so pure, it’s the intensity of its purity, the purity of its Love, unspeakably unconditional Love, that’s so completely overwhelming me...

And I hear the words: “This is where you are headed; it’s reminding you of your true Self: for you are yourself that ‘pure gold'.”

Gosh, it’s like I have fallen into the heart of God.

I have never experienced this degree of Love before, the light is so bright, the Love is so pure. I feel it cuts right through me to my core. I have never experienced this much Love that I am subsumed by its brilliance; I have stopped breathing!

Oh my God, I really don’t care if I were to die in the next moment, for I know I am experiencing enlightenment right now, in the midst of me and my challenges in life – in fact it’s the very challenges themselves that calling be back to my Self. I realise that in embracing being scared, I have become my sacred self (note how ‘scared’ and ‘scared’ are such close anagrams!)

Oh my God, I feel I am going into the heart of the Sun, God and our Universe. I truly have never experienced this much love....

And I feel so intensely overcome with gratitude for my life, for the challenges that have brought me to this pinnacle of my life. And I feel so much love and peace with where I am with myself and my life.

And I am no longer scared, for I feel the love and support of my Universe flowing through me as my sacred self, forging and moulding our next home into our physical lives.

I love you......

And may you too, never ‘get over’ being scared. Instead, allow yourself to ‘be’ scared and fall into your heart and feel the Sacred You, and you too may glimpse the Golden Light of Love that is our sacred Self.

May the Love be with you!


Leela

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Love Invocation: Loving You Was Always Easy

Hello beautiful Being,

This morning, I heard these notes and sounds spinning around inside me.

And here I am now, as they arise in me to be expressed
- I'm singing my heart out!
I'm shaking and vibrating in singing this song in homage of you.

Click the small blue play button to listen to: my Love Song
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Loving You Was Always Easy.

Loving you was always easy, even when you were away from me.
Loving you was always easy, even though you were far from me.
Because I felt you in my heart, I felt you in my heart.
There's no going back, for we are one, intertwined inside.

Loving you was always easy,
I have loved you with all my heart, with all my heart, with all...
Can't you feel my love... can't you feel my love...?

Loving you was always easy,
Because we are the same one being in our beingness.
We long to dance across the light, we long to dance...

Loving you was always easy,
Because I carry you in my heart, my heart, my heart.
Let us spin together, let us waltz together,
And create a new wave, a new wave, a new wave of being and living together.

Loving you was always easy,
Even I felt you in my heart, you are the Me, you are my motion.
Into my heart, into my heart...

Loving you was always easy,
Even when I felt you go from me...
Nothing could take us apart, take us apart.
Loving you was always easy,
I love you, I love you, so, so, so much...
Loving you...

Loving you was always easy,
Let us dance in sweet harmony...
I know who you are...
You are my song...
I know who you are, you are my love, you are my dream...
You are in my imagination...
That doesn't make you any less real, my friend...
It's all real, it's all real.
It's all real and in our imagination.

Loving you was always easy,
I could never pull myself away from you...
You are my wave, I send you out into my world,
My world is my extension; my world is my utterance.
My world is my creative impulse.

Loving you was always easy,
Loving you is my heart, heartfelt desire and impulse.
I want to wrap my arms around you,
and say I feel, I know, I taste, I love, I feel you, you are me,
Let's be heroes, just for this moment,
and let this moment extend...
Into the infinity of our Being, your Being, my Being.

Loving you was always, was always, easy...

With my love always,
For you dear Friend,

Maggie (Leela)

If you would like to deepen your immersion in this incredible space of joy, love and pure enlightenment, then follow your heart to my website http://LoveAndInsight.com and our free video: The Omega Shift: http://TheOmegaShift.com

Daily Love: I love our world so much, I love you so much

Hello dear Friend ,

I love our world so much, I love you so much, and I just had to sing a song for you!

It is based on the notes and sounds that came through when I visited a crop circle and felt a very strong Sirian connection.

I hope you enjoy it just as much as I did singing and sharing it:

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We came here because we love this world so much
We came here because we love you so much
My heart is a womb
You feel me I feel you, and I Love You so much
My world is my body, my Heart is the lens of my Being, yea.
We are the Sirians, we are your imagination.
We come because we love this Earth so much.
We come here because we love you.
Your Heart is the centre of your creation.
Can you feel us in your being?
Like a mirror reflection.
The land is our bond
and my breath is the air of your Being.
We came here because we love this Earth so much.
We came here because we love you, we love you
so very, very, very much
This is the sound of creation, swirling around you,
like the vibration of your true note.
The wind is my breath and my heart is
my vehicle for expression, the expression.
We come here because we love this, our Earth so very much.
We love you, we love you. We are right in your Imagination.
Can you feel us, can you feel us?
We are you, we are you...from from another point of you,
we are you, we are you, we are you.
Go into your imagination, it is your vehicle for expression.
I want to wrap you in the arms of Love;
fall into your heart and you will feel us in your Being.

Let's stay in love,
Maggie (Leela)

Spirit of Celebration (Love Invocation #3)

Hello again, you Wonderful Being,

Today, I felt such an overwhelming love building up inside me for our beautiful world accompanied by spiralling haunting notes reverberating through my being.

There is so much love to express inside me, that I think I could go mad if I didn’t express this energy into my joy!

I felt the urge to sing my love.

I hope you enjoy it just as much as I did singing it!!


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"Let’s rise up and greet this day with a song in the spirit of celebration
I love your smile, it keeps me warm
Let’s rise up in the spirit of celebration
And give thanks to our brave new day; I’m in awe of my creation

"I love your smile, it keeps me warm
Let’s open our hearts up and fall into the arms of our world
I feel your love when I’m flying over, over in my joy
I love your smile, it keeps me warm

"Let us rise up and greet this day in celebration
I love your smile, it keeps me, it keeps me warm"

Lots of love to you in beauty and in truth,

Maggie (Leela)